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| Climbing the Family Tree |
I label myself as a stepmother. It is the most accurate
description for the role I fill in my kids’ lives. They label me as their
stepmom because it is the easiest explanation for who I am in their lives.
Yes, I sometimes call them my kids. They are the children in
my life. They live with their father and I 50% of the time. When I go to their school
or sporting events and someone asks me “which child is yours?” I don’t say, “none
of them”. I say, “that one”. Sometimes I explain further that I am the stepmom,
sometimes I say I am their father’s girlfriend. It all depends on the situation
and who I am talking to.
I label myself as girlfriend
when referring to my relationship with my boyfriend. Sometimes I label him as
my partner. I guess you could get
technical and label him my domestic
partner, but that just sounds so stiff and formal.
I label my stepkids’ grandma, grandma. She is their grandmother 100%, even though she has no biological
or legal bond to them. Her emotional bond is just as deep with my boyfriend’s
kids as it is with her own biological grandchildren.
My parents label me a mother, because that is the role I
fill in my house. I have more than once, in my adjustment into parenthood, been
told by my parents “that is the mom’s job”. They are not insinuating that I am,
or should be, taking the children’s mother’s place. They are simply using a
label.
Some of the family members that I label “cousin” are
actually my mom’s cousins. I’m not really sure what my first cousin’s daughter
is to me either so I just label her cousin as well.
We all go by many relational labels, none of which do
anything but help others categorize our relationships with different people.
Mother, Stepmother, Father, Stepfather, Sister, Brother, Aunt, Uncle, Cousin,
Niece, Grandparents, Girlfriend, Boyfriend, Fiancé, Wife, Husband, Ex-wife,
Ex-husband, Friend, Acquaintance, Boss, Co-worker, Supervisor, Artist,
Mechanic, Teacher…
Some people are stricter about family relationship titles
than others. I know a lot of people who chose not to have sex or to live
together before they got married, no wait… I can actually only think of one
couple who did that who I know personally and I’m not really sure about the sex
part. It is 2012 not 1900, times and family dynamics have changed.
At my house, with my family, my label is stepmom. The kids
call me Ash. They know that I am not married to their dad, but they also know
that I love him with all my heart. They know that I am going to cook their
dinners, make their lunches and help them with their homework. I am going to do
everything that a stepmom or a mom is “supposed” to do.
When I fell in love with my boyfriend I knew I was stepping
into a much bigger role than just girlfriend. I understood that I was stepping
into the mother role in the home the
children have when they are with us. I never mistake that role as actually being
their mother, but I also never minimize the importance of the role I am playing
in their lives.
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